A Year to Remember… 2018…

A year I rediscover myself
A year that I shed so many tears
A year I learn how to love and treasure ME

The girl I lost touch of
The one that drifted away with the resentment and setbacks from everything that came rushing from god knows where

I struggled so badly with self-doubt
WHO WAS I?

The past stained my canvas
I lost self-respect
I angered myself
I condemned myself
I worried not only myself but people around

Was I sick?
YES!
Emotionally abuse
By all the judgment, comparison, the open-ended unsolved doubts, the question that I wanted so eagerly for that one to ask, but it never came…
It left me thinking    WHY.….

I came into peace with myself and the all the doubts I had
“When people say time heals everything”
It does, if only when you keep moving on and see things from a different angle
You got to take a moment and eat in, digest alittle before you respond and that’s where my fault lies
I REACTED TOO QUICKLY IN THE PAST

 I’m still piecing up myself and showing love to ME
It’s not EASY
But I’m on with this challenge

For those that came into my life
THANKS
For those that left
THANK YOU TOO

It wasn’t a smooth sailing year but it taught me so much
I feel BLESSED

Towards better years ahead
I am ready for 2019
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